A New beginning

So I, well I believe (we) have reached a point in our lives that a new beginning is happening right now! Life right now is seeming to finally fall into place. Sue I've had my ups and downs along the way, but I truly believe that I have leveled out!
One of my really good friends welcomed us into his home and I will be forever thankful for his generosity. The moments that I experienced here was awwsome. I even enjoyed the conversations that I had, because I feel like that somehow they had a positive impact. My relationship is moving onto the next level. Don't get me wrong, I do still feel bad for the way/comments that I have previously said that has hurt not only her, but has bruised me as well. I'm so grateful for her never-ending genuine love she has for me. I only hope that deep down inside she knows how much I feel lucky nad I'm appreciate her in my life!
With that said, we are going to start a new chapter in our lives. We are so excited about moving into our own place. This plave will be different than previous one's. WE actully plan on staying in our new apartment for atleast 2 years. It will be a place that will be "homely" and we will not mind staying home. She and I are excitied about decorating/ and buying new things. I'm so thrilled, just because I can tell that she is thrilled.
I only hope to bring happiness to her in whatever she wants/needs. And I know that she will do the same for me in return. Sometimes the simpliest things in life mean more to me than the most complex. Just gazing into her eyes and sharing our love without even a word being said!
I will still be there for my friends just like before. If they ever need anything they know I'm only a phone call away.
I just want to enjoy life. I also just want to experience love and be loved. Which by the way could not be going any better for me right now! Thank you baby for being there for me in every way!